Just One of Those Days

Do you guys ever get that? One of those days where all negative feelings and sadness overwhelms every part of you. Nothing you say or do makes you feel better. You wear a fake smile, opt for enthusiasm and struggle for positivity to no avail.

One of those days that feel hopeless and the outer brows constantly point downwards. One of those days that make you want to scream but you're trapped shut by your own sadness. It's one of those days that seem to last forever; every time you look at the clock only a minute has passed. You try to keep yourself busy so that you don't think anymore, only to realize you've frozen and ceased what you were doing staring blankly into nothing.

A day that blinds your view on all the good things God has blessed you with. It's a day where thankfulness is laid to rest while blame and guilt shreds into your soul like a wounded school of red piranhas on wounded cattle.

Rational thoughts mean nothing to you on those days because reason does not exist. Meaning in anything doesn't exist. In one of those days.

Just one of those days.